heyheys! :)
haven been posting in mths.
life for me now is very hectic! :(
damn. hahaas. hmm... since the start of poly,
i have been involved in this academic club, EEEC

lolx. hahaa... things are really different over there.
didnt know that the camp is for recruiting year ones.
silly me! hahaa... anyways.. so far, i'm been feeling kinda stressed out.
designing banners. drawing ideas from many many sources.
:) something different from what i usually do!
normally all i draw are doodles and little cartoon characters
that are 2D only. :) so it's only recently that i recapped on toning.
:D hehee... i have been so so tired out...
haven really started studying... shit right? lolx.
and i so far already never pass up my tcs homework...

die die... hahaa... there is more design work coming up...
and more stuff to plan. shit shit. some more got more test also! die die...
hahaa.. but nvm, i'm not complaining.
i kinda think i'm really cool to try organise and plan outings and stuff.
:) something new again! hehee... i hope i'm up to everyone's expectations.

recently i realised a lot of stuff.
some good, some bad, some really really horrible.
damn! i really need a rest from all these emotional turmoils!
i dont like to compete over nothing. why cant we all just be friends?
i guess not everyone is as nice huhs. BOO!
this is really upsetting me. it's making me feel
that i'm carrying a rock in my heart whenever i see them.
:( so sad. i just want to scream at them!
'stop being so childish and grow up! you are dealing with other people's personal life here!'
assholes. :( feel like giving them two tight slaps.
but if they act this way, then their aim is to most likely affect me this way and to see my action right? hahaa. so i will not let them have this satisfaction. kiss my ass man!

anyways. on to stuff that's way more pleasant.
:) i'm really really happy with who i am now.
i think i grew up in like 3mths! thks cain!
hahaa. seriously, he is like my fortune teller.
what he says always come true. and i really really appreciate his help.
:) coz i never would have changed without his help.
hehee... anyways. i think that i love elle more and more each passing day! yeah!!!
lolx. for the record. mich=elle! michelle? yupyups.. it's the same person.
ME! hahaa... so stop asking so many questions. :)

yupyups. i missed all you dunearn sweeties!! MY SWEETIES...
when can we meet again? i have missed you guys so much.
life is tough without you by my side, physically, your shoulders are what keeps me up.(:

XoXo,
michelle